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Re-read all my livejournal posts in the past...the public, the friends-only, and the private (mostly private). And I discover just how much I've grown over the past year. In fact, I was extremely naive and childish in J1. It's all in the process of growing up I suppose.

Really, I feel like reviving this blog now. But there's simply no time to blog anymore. I have so much I want to write down though. Blogger just isn't the avenue to do it.

I know. I keep posting stuff royce posted. i'm starting to feel like a copy cat. but this is quite cool..later I shall do one for my blogspot blog too!
Other people should start posting interesting stuff for me to copy. yesh.

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Because royce posted his, which reminded me that my friends who are active in LJ hardly ever go blogspot blogs. Yesh. And because I can't stand my own infrequent blogging recently anymore.

Dozoyourushiku. that actually doesn't make sense here. i just suddenly felt like saying it.


Actually, feeling kinda pissed now. Because someone daoed me. But I shouldn't be pissed coz the person had valid reason. But I feel like throwing a tantrum anyway. Childish petty meiyi.
sigh.

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why is my (public) activity on livejournal increasing exponentially? argh. I'm starting to worry for grad night video. Though technically I have more than enough time and resources to complete it well and on time. I'm starting to...I don't know. It doesn't feel good. I'm like running into the video editing version of writer's block. HAHA. haiz. I need pro people. I am not good enough to make it an AWWW kind of video. =( i need pro people's help...like.........

CALVIN.

yesh, i shall go find calvin soon. rawr. but right now, do whatever i can bah. sigh.

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It's so very rare that I post a public (and not private or limited to selected friends) entry on my livejournal. But I feel very strongly for this subject and I thought all my friends might as well know. So, I'm posting identical entries on both my blogspot blog and my livejournal blog. And then, I shall go eat. yesh.
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I admire the RI teacher's courage really. As I blog this, I already know what the reaction of some of my friends, acquaintance and groups I belong to will be. But nevertheless, I shall say that I support him.
I've always been a friend of the homosexuals. Not because I am one, but because I feel for them. And I don't think they deserve being treated the way they are now. We should talk about homosexuality more openly, because perhaps then, our fellow friends who belong to this special group will find the support and encouragement which they desperately need.

And no, contrary to what most thinks, I don't think homosexuality is against my religion. That is settled in my mind. So to all who reads this, don't come and try to change my mind.

I'm seventeen this year. And in the seventeen years of my life, I have made quite a few friends who are homosexuals. I probably have more homosexual friends than most people. And these people also happen to be great people with great personalities, not at all fitting the common stereotypes we have of homosexuals. They are pretty much "normal" people, only with a different sexual orientation. (That is, how we define what normal is.) Most important of all, they make great friends.
There is no need for hatred for them, much less fear. I agree that perhaps, a small proportion of the homosexuals may be "a pedophile, a child molester, a pervert or sexual deviant"..but that has nothing to do with their sexual orientation. "Normal" people would have as likely a chance to be one, or even all of the above. Unnecessary fear towards this group of people only deprives you of opportunities to meet and get to know great people, who can well be life long friends.

For those who fear, disapproves or even hate homosexuals, think it through. What exactly do you know of them? Not stereotypes, but actually <span style="font-weight: bold;">know</span>. If the answer is no, then be ashamed of yourself for your anti-feelings. For most, the answer would be a no. If the answer is yes, then...I really have nothing to say. I suppose I can't possibly change your mind easily. All I can say to you is are you really sure of what you know. That what you know is not part of the influence around you but really first hand experience.
shoots. I'm starting to rant.

I know I'm gonna get into hell lots of trouble for blogging this post. friends might even leave me. groups may or may not ostracise me. but i never tried to hide my views on this topic. they need as much support as they can get right now. and I'm gonna give that.
it's just that i have met really really great people. they may even be hell lots better in personality, brains and everything else then what we consider "normal" people. they don't deserve the discrimination, i tell you.

Singapore, let's move on. -- strive towards being a gracious, open society.

Yippy! First day of common test over. And I may not have gone officially nuts. WOW. but I'm secretly nuts. LOL. yep..I've failed china studies. I may even have failed econs. and i'm gonna fail math tomorrow and physics on thursday. But I don't feel as stressed anymore...I wonder why...coz i have OFFICIALLY given up on my exams? LOL. LALALALALA~

There's something interesting I forgot to mention? I stayed awake for 30 hours plus with only 2 hours of sleep during film society chalet! YAY! haha. I am pro man.

Studying in BK Yishun now with Yining and Sammie...Bored. But delighted. Coz i just discovered I can connect to Wireless@SG from here. Duh. XP

Just woken up from 5 hours of sleep. I stayed up the whole night last night doing the film society's blog layout. So now, I feel like a zombie. My skin feels dry and I feel detached from my body. And surprisingly, my mind doesn't feel tired at all, but my actions tell me that it is. My normally one-hour-reaction time is hereby extended to two hours. My typing speed right now this instant is.........outrageous, unbelievabe. and I don't know what other words are there to describe how slow I'm typing.

Doesn't matter. I feel accomplished anyway. It doesn't matter that the design isn't the best that I've done, doesn't matter that I took longer than I usually would on a layout of this kind. Haven't been touching layout design for quite a while now, and I give it to myself that my skills get rusty. In fact, I kinda think the layout looks a bit too amateurish. But nevermind, I like it anyway. Shan't be too critical with myself. It's been a long time and now that I've gone back to design, I don't wanna turn myself off, do I? LOL.

But designing at night has this timeless feel to it. Inspiration comes more easily. Ideas flow more fluidly. Paitience comes more readily. And night itself is a timeless stretch of time, so you don't get bored or easily distracted. In fact, I don't think I've ever done any designing in the day before. With exception to Shan's blog layout, which I kinda did in the day AND night. But majority was still in the night. I like the night.

I really should go around designing my own blogger blog skin soon. And then perhaps LJ. hmm..

RJC Film Society's Blog : http://rjcfilm.blogspot.com/
Take a look if you want to. =)

I've decided it doesn't make sense to have a online journal solely for private blogging...especially when livejournal's mood themes are so cute! So I shall just blog a little here I guess.
So, I've changed all my "friends-locked" entries into private entries. Since I don't have any friends on livejournal anyway. Those who I'll be willing to show those entries to have all either abandoned livejournal or refused to join livejournal.
I'll blog here when I feel like it anyway. Today's simply such an uneventful and uninspiring day. ciao.